Over the past 2ish weeks, ive been through all the break-up stages.
And Im finally happy and at acceptance.
Earlier this week I reached out and just told him there are no hard feelings.
Even though, the whole situation still boils my blood.
I just wanted calm waters between us, even if I never see his stupid face again.
Because at this point, I dont really give two fucks.
I did not like the person I was with him, and that should be what is the most important.
And now, single. Im the happiest I’ve been in a long time.
And thats so good for me.
Because the only person I should be in a relationship with is me right now.
And who wants a selfish fucking boy anyways.
Not even 19 yet,
breaks up with me….over a text message.
RED FLAG… IMMATURE!!!
then goes on to only talk about himself when I go out of my comfort zone to ease the waters.
Im sorry but, if I broke up with someone.
Like I did with my exes, and they reached out to me.
I would ask how THEY are doing and THEIR lives.
How fucking selfish are you to be like
“Ive learned a lot about myself”“Im learning what I want”“Im doing better”
Grow the fuck up, the world does not revolve around you.
Anyways, this whole situation made me realize how much better i deserve.
I am such a giving person.
always give give give.
and all he ever did was take take take.
and be selfish in and outside of the bedroom.
Like, fuck that.
I deserve a prive charming.
Im a great person with an amazing heart and I deserve it.
So i really don’t even care if I never talk to him again.
Hes in his own fucking world, and Im perfectly happy in my 21+ world.
Going out, partying, being with friends and hooking up still.
Im happy here.
I. am. happy.